My Mumbling Thoughts
- "Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine, stars in our eyes 'cos we're having a good time, eh eh, so happy I could die"
- "Take a bite of my bad girl meat, show me your teeth"
- "The sky is falling and it's early in the morning, but it's okay"
- "But I am married to your charms and grace, I just go crazy like the good old days"
- "From your head to your toes, you're not much goodness knows; but you're so precious to me, sweet as can be, baby of mine"
- "There's a she wolf in your closet, let it out so it can breathe"
- "I'd like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly"
- "Every rose has its thorn, just like every night has its dawn"
- "All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus"
- "Hope it changes, hope my life changes; gets alright somehow; oh, I'm waiting for tomorrow"
- "Let it go, let it go, let it go, 'cos it's out of my control"
- "Make way for the simple hours, no finding the time its ours; a fate or it's a desire, I know"
- "You ask how long I've been waiting here, I think you already know"
- "So little to say but so much time; despite my empty mouth, the words are in my mind"
- "Louder, lips speak louder; better, back together"
- "Cause I've been bad; I've lied, cheated, stolen and been ungrateful for what I had"
- "This loss isn't good enough for sorrow or inspiration"
- "I've waited hours for this, I've made myself so sick"
- Wherein Mel tries explain the concept of gravity to me.
- "And you were like a walking compliment, tall in stature and exceptionally read"
- "I learned the hard way, that they all say things you want to hear"
- "One swan is deceiving us all, oh I for one should know"
- "And in the middle of the flood I felt my worth when you held onto me like I was your little life raft, please know that you were mine as well"
- "And I don't mind wasting the best years of our lives, and I don't mind racing through our goodbye's"
- "Hold on, hold on, let me get the words out before I burst"
- "Now quietly peek across the street; perfectly kept, perfectly neat"
- "I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door; your body's cold, but girl we're getting so warm"
- "All my life I've been sorry for something - something gets me nothing and nothing's such a waste"
- "There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say, 'til the man of her dreams comes along, picks her up and puts her over his shoulder"
- An ode to my children.
- "If I were a boy I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl, I swear I'd be a better man"
- "Now I helped her and I dressed her wounds, and how I held her beneath the rising moon; and she stood to fly, she stood to fly away"
- "Red squirrel in the morning, red squirrel in the evening, red squirrel in the morning, I'm coming to take you home"
- "I don't know what's right and what's real anymore, and I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore; and when do you think it will all become clear, 'cos I'm being taken over by the fear"
- "Tell me anything you want, any old lie will do"
- "Three o'clock, I'm on my way on a road to Somewhere"
- "No, you girls never know how you make a boy feel"
- "Wanderers this morning came by, where do they go graceful in the morning light"
- "Judy, what 'cha gonna do, when you're older and no one wants to know ya?"
- "Well I found a new way, I found a new way; c'mon doll and use me, I don't need your sympathy"
- "Diane" by: Guster
- "Stand and deliver, get rid of that shiver, don't you think I feel the cold too?"
- "So live your life, ay, ay, ay, instead of chasing that paper"
- "Those left standing will make millions writing books on the way it should have been"
- "There's room left in the house, there's food still in the pantry"
- "Two sides to every story; somebody had to stop me; I'm not the same as when I began; I won't be treated as property"
- Too good not to share immediately.
- "I just want to know today, know today, know today, know that maybe I will be OK"
- "'Cos tomorrow and today are only here so long; when there's nothing left to say I hear that life moves on"
- "Wish you've gone-a, wish you've gone away; what you've gone-a, what you've got has always gone away"
- Organized writing is hard and tedious.
- "All I know is that my days go on and on, without you here, without you here"
- Things I've learned...
- "And then while I'm away, I'll write home everyday, and I'll send all my loving to you"
- "I never realized how much I like being home unless I've been somewhere really different for a while."
- "There's a feeling I get when I look to the west, and my spirit is crying for leaving"
- "It takes more than fucking someone you don't know to keep warm"
- "Autumn, autumn, wake up slowly; the time has come, I need you to pack up and go home"
- "To weather the storm, up on your feet again; if it all comes down, would you still call this the end"
- "Wanna bet I can tell, you’ve been in bed for too long"
- Jason Dixon 21.10.08 "We sit and we sigh, but nothing gets done"
- "Once things look up I come falling down"
- Things My Mother Never Told Me
- "I walk the line between now and then"
- "Got a brand new roof above my head, all the empty boxes thrown away"
- "I fancy a big house, some kids and a horse"
- "In five years time, we may not get along, and in five years time, you might just prove me wrong"
- Temporary mini break.
- "You need to live for yourself, you need to stop writing to me"
- Long time no meme.
- An ode to Chinchilla/Helen Watermelon/Holon/English Muffin
- "I said it again but could I please re-phrase it, maybe I can catch a ride"
- "In this world I lock out all my worries and my fears, in my room, in my room"
- “And I was certain that the season could be held between my arms, just as summer’s hold is fleeting, I was here but now I’m gone, so long, so long”
- "I never felt so wicked, as when I willed our love to die"
- "There's no use thinking why these phases change you, you're not waiting here for anyone"
- "All out of fags and I just can't wait, cancel the thing that I said I'd do"
- "You’ve gotta face it, gotta go outside and do the day-walk, living with the lights off, ain't nobody home"
- An ode to Pookie.
- The Great Interview Experiment - Part Trois
- "Special treatment college girl, never grow up again"
- "And I'm not to look at you in the shoe, but the eyes, find the eyes"
- An ode to short/tiny/petite women everywhere.
- The Great Interview Experience - Part Deux
- The Great Interview Experiment
- "And I wanna fly and never come down, and live my life and have friends around"
- "And evening comes and I feel no better, it's closing time, women's needs, whatever"
- Pictures!
- "A decade ago I never thought I would be at twenty-three on the verge of spontaneous combustion - woe is me"
- "When the heat dies down I'll be back in town, but until that time I'll be round at mine"
- "Stroke by stroke you fill my empty soul with color"
- "I won't be sad but in case I'll go there every day, to make myself feel bad"
- "Every breath is at stake when you're the one I want to be"
- "Everything in my body says not tonight, everything in my body says no"
- Blogaversary: Year 3
- "The bus driver laughs and he shakes his head; says, 'You're okay, I drive this route everyday'"
- Viewer Discretion Advised
- "We don't care about the old folks, talking about the old style too"
- Como te llama?
- "'Meet me in the bathroom,' that's what she said"
- Chapter 1 - Girl Meets Girl Pt. 1
- "I feed the pigeons, I sometimes feed the sparrows too; it gives me a sense of enormous well-being"
- "So this is Great Britain, welcome aboard"
- "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine"
- "I know what you'll say - 'this won't last longer than the rest of the day'"
- "Well I know that you don't like it, you're no exclusive company"
- "I can't wait for a time, when the summer sun is back up in the sky"
- "Until someone loves you, I'll keep you safe"
- "They call me hell; they call me Stacey; they call me 'her'; they call me Jane; that's not my name"
- "I'm sending out an S.O.S"
- "A man's needs (man's needs), are lost on me"
- "The cities that float there, cities in circles drawn perfect, complete"
- "Always quick to follow, the boys are too refined"
- "Your look in my direction makes my face turn red"
- "And I stand at Hammersmith station, waiting for the beating to begin; it's summer in the sunshine, and it's autumn in the wind"
- Break
- "I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everything"
- "Under ice there’s a world moving slow, carnelian stars and the bars down below"
- "Let me assure you friend, every day is ice-cream and chocolate cake"
- "I'm blue, and there's not a thing to do; I'm blue, just blue, just blue"
- "And I saw my shadow next to yours slowly fade away"
- "Right through you, like a brand new soulful music"
- Short Story Pt. 2
- An ode to the shower.
- "I'll see you when we're gone"
- "Why don't we take all our weekends in the fall"
- "Moods don't command you if you don't know what you're going through"
- Short Story Pt. 1
- "The things you always knew become so clear to you"
- "I like my new bunny suit, when I wear it I feel cute"
- "No one's left untouched, she's so fabulously lazy"
- "Come with me, my love, to the sea, the sea of love"
- An ode to my Zoe Bowie.
- Fast updates...
- "Nice day for a walk in the park, nice day for a drive in the city"
- MIA
- "Creases indicating folds that kept four walls from caving in"
- "I'll write you a song and it won't be hard to sing; it will be a natural anthem, familar it will seem"
- "This paranoia is distressing, but I spend most of my night guessing"
- Testing Pic
- "Show me the way to the next whiskey bar"
- "Tell me stories of myself that I can't remember; I was too drunk or too young, of that I can be sure"
- 2nd Newspaper Article
- "'Cos I can't understand what's going on, I can't understand what's going on"
- "I keep singing to the sky, there's a risk it won't reply"
- "Are you getting somewhere, or did you get lost in Amsterdam?"
- "Because it was nothing like we'd ever dreamt, our lust for life had gone away with the rent we hated"
- "I do this thing where I think I'm real sick, but I won't go to the doctor to find out about it"
- "I can't hear your voice, do I have a choice?"
- "Yes a heart will always go one step too far, come the morning and the four corners I see"
- "And that time you shook my hand, it felt so nice"
- "Now I'm home for less than twenty-four hours, that's hardly time to take a shower"
- "But I’d rather not celebrate my defeat and humiliation here with you."
- "Come with me, come with me, we'll travel to infinity"
- "I'm in a New York state of mind"
- "But I don't wanna think about what's gonna come around for me"
- "Staying home can't be that bad for me"
- "Why do I take care to astound you? Why do I even try?"
- "So who are you going to follow, are you going out somewhere?"
- "One for sorrow, two for joy"
- "If you have a nightmare, it doesn't mean you stop dreaming"
- "And I was a boy from school"
- "I watched you board a train, in the London rain"
- "I'm waiting for Wednesday" Part Trois
- "Nobody said it was easy, oh it's such a shame for us to part"
- "I'm not supposed to feel, I forget who I am"
- "The subway she is a porno"
- London Story Pt. 3 - "My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth"
- "The dental plan serves me well, love my ergonomic chair"
- Blogaversary - Year 2
- "You spent the evening unpacking books from boxes"
- London Story Pt. 2 - "There's a world I've always known, somewhere far away from home"
- "Guess we can't go back to what we once had"
- "Hey there Delilah, I've got so much left to say"
- Sam's weekend grievance.
- "Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth"
- Interlude
- London Story Pt. 1 - "Starting out, with nothing but crippling doubt"
- "Oh, Riga girls are you sad?"
- "And I still didn't know that I was waiting for a girl on a slow pony home"
- "I'm waiting for Wednesday" Part Deux
- "Making time for everyone is what I should have done"
- "All I need is a bitter song, to make me better"
- "Cry me a river"
- "I wanna go home"
- "You've got a friend in me"
- "We might as well be strangers"
- "Someone pays full price for my cheap flight life"
- "Forgive the endless longing, so it's crazy you, crazy me"
- "Old fashioned men always want a mistress"
- "All my world in one grain of sand"
- "Let me clear my throat"
- "I'm in love with a strict machine"
- Sort it out.
- "Hide your bad habits underneath the patio"
- "It's hard to live in the city"
- "Why do I keep counting?"
- "I light a cigarette, 'cause I can't get no sleep"
- "I don't feel like dancing, no sir, no dancing today"
- "I see London, I see Sam's Town"
- "She moves in her own way"
- Insensitive
- Liars
- Life Writing Assignment
- Now tell me what to do next.
- The Girls
- "It has to be an obsession. It must be your life."
- "I'll take you back to my home town"
- "If everything's the same when I wake up tomorrow"
- Paracetamol
- "I'm waiting for Wednesday"
- "There goes the fear"
- "No shoes, no shirt, no problem"
- Quiet Town
- "Life is just a bowl of cherries"
- Crazy Psycho Bitch
- A haiku
- Surprises
- "Stay, American baby"
- Special
- Best Friday EVER.
- Bastards.
- Sweet Dreams
- Material Girl
- Jon
- Corporate Rules
- I wish it would rain.
- "You're my favorite moment, you're my Saturday."
- Married (?)
- Hit and run.
- "Even though the guys are crazy, even though the stars are blind."
- Wherein I'm vague and yet, oh so detailed.
- "Who's agitating my dots?"
- Saturated
- l'auberge espagnole
- Blogaversary
- "You can always change your mind"
- "Your hair, it's everywhere"
- Spare time.
- Dates Part II
- "It's you and me forever"
- My Mac and I
- Dates
- W.A.S.
- Who nose?
- "I wouldn't want to rush you"
- "Nothing in my way"
- "Fly me away"
- Randomness Part II
- Lately...
- Best weekend ever.
- Curls, cigarettes and cars.
- "Must be narcoleptic"
- Heat Stroke
- Vacant
- "The grey remains of a friendship scarred"
- A New World
- Welcome!
- Uncomfort Zone
- 1 step back
- Pinch me, I'm dreaming.
- Spontaneous Combustion
- "I like it right here, but I cannot stay"
- "Futuretarded"
- "Do you want to"
- "Raised in Carolina"
- "And I lost my page again"
- In a nutshell.
- Stuff movies are made of.
- Competition
- Mission: Nothing!
- Change of plans.
- Pros and Cons
- What do you think?
- Green
- "I was born to be a dancer."
- Solid
- Do you see what I see?
- Ding, dong, the witch is dead.
- And things were going so well.
- Open W-I-D-E
- "Long time coming"
- "Where you lead, I will follow"
- A writer? Oh, how cute.
- "Father of mine, tell me where have you been"
- "Well it breaks my heart to see you this way"
- SunDun
- Chances.
- Singles Awareness Day
- Snow Wars
- Search Party
- Climb up the ladder.
- Best Girl Friends
- I leave the tags on and return them later.
- Numero Dos
- A false alarm, a recap and a thought.
- A blogger's break.
- Sugar and Angel
- And then there was one.
- It makes me want to crawl up on the ceiling.
- The Reds
- Loose ends.
- I'm being random...
- Boredom rings loudly
- "I noticed tonight that the world has been turning"
- Third Strokes the charm
- Happy New Year
- Strange? Me?
- Limbo
- 'Tis the season
- "The end has no end"
- Rub me the right way.
- 100 times
- The Investigator
- "Living for the weekend"
- A musical revolution
- Her First
- Lights Out
- Mother May I
- Drama in the bathroom.
- Musings while at Target
- Momma says...
- Black Friday
- Christmas time is here.
- All the trimmings.
- Tell me something I don't know.
- Breaking it down.
- Dirty little thoughts...
- When we do get along...
- In the middle of it all.
- Mommy Dearest
- Siblings.
- "It's a crazy situation, but all I need are cigarettes and alcohol."
- "It is better to have loved a short person then to have never to have loved a tall."
- You love it. You know you do.
- When One Is Busy.
- Happy Halloween
- Franz Fridays
- Reading between the very blurry lines.
- D.I.Y.
- Tag! I'm it!
- All that glitters
- Fridays alone at the office.
- This is what happens when you're poor.
- Goodnight Moon
- Directing Traffic
- The other woman: Part Deux
- A little bit of everything wrapped in a tortilla.
- The other woman
- The Waiting Game
- All Play And No Work
- I'm over dramatic.
- Walk The Walk
- S&M go see Coldplay
- "Tears stream down your face"
- Musical Interlude
- I never thought I'd have to explain...
- "Fell in love with a girl"
- "No brakes, it's true"
- "I want you to want me"
- Couldn't it have been Friday like, two days ago?
- "He totally Steve Irwin-ed it"
- Nano Nano
- Bank of Sam
- "She's got her halo and wings"
- Things to look forward to. Or not.
- But wait, listen to this...
- Lab Lunches
- No news is good news.
- My Saturday
- Brain freeze and meltdowns.
- Present Day
- Run, Leap, Embrace?
- "I still see you when my eyes are closed"
- "Crimson and clover, over and over"
- "I'm going missing for a while"
- Blogging about blogging...
- I am the turtle
- Off to Target I go
- No Way
- Old Posts Are Fun
- Silence Is Golden
- That did NOT just happen
- Listen Up
- I Fucking Hate...
- Wild Thang
- "You Say"
- After Sunday Dinner
- Because all the cool bloggers do it
- Oh Great
- "Ride With Me"
- YUCK!
- I think I may have a problem
- Not much has changed
- Comfort
- Exhaustion
- How much is too much?
- Ohhh...She got me
- Change
- The Interns and I
- And so I wait
- Update: The Man
- In the morning.
- One for the team
- Phlegm Factory
- Dunzo
- "It's way too late"
- The Man
- Not quite lions, tigers, or bears.
- I'm no quitter!
- The First
- "Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine, stars in our eyes 'cos we're having a good time, eh eh, so happy I could die"
- "Take a bite of my bad girl meat, show me your teeth"
- "The sky is falling and it's early in the morning, but it's okay"
- "But I am married to your charms and grace, I just go crazy like the good old days"
- "From your head to your toes, you're not much goodness knows; but you're so precious to me, sweet as can be, baby of mine"
- "There's a she wolf in your closet, let it out so it can breathe"
- "I'd like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly"
- "Every rose has its thorn, just like every night has its dawn"
- "All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus"
- "Hope it changes, hope my life changes; gets alright somehow; oh, I'm waiting for tomorrow"